Dear bhai….

Dear bhai,

I know you are in that big city, where all the people are tall and pretty,

where the roads are endless,  where the tall  buildings seem to touch the sky unlike our small village with forests near by, 

I just wanted to ask, that could I  visit too ? 

books that you read and broken pencils of yours and the empty room of yours,they make me cry bhai, I hug your old t-shirt and wipe my tears, 
in this house so big where I and nana live, I feel alone like a  ghost, 

I draw, do chores, and revise those small alphabets and words you taught me then, and now I have learnt to write letters holding those broken pens, 

I wonder some days are you playing hide and seek? To seek you,  I open all those empty cupboards and look behind the door, but to my surprise now that big arms don’t come and hug me from behind, and like always where were you hidden ,I couldn’t  find. 

And the hallucination breakes, and I think of you and remembering all those memories was all my mistake,

 I look at that white sky and imagine how big would be infinity, 
I stare at these empty roads

I wander in my dreams, I wake up in middle of the night with screams, 

through the little window I measure the sky,

I wonder why you  all have locked me inside?

Why didn’t you let me go to places I always wanted to go and why didn’t you take me along with you? 

atleast you could send me to that school nearby,

I compare myself not to humans but to those birds who fly freely in the sky, 

nana said that girls are like precious gems, so we keep them  safe in the treasure,

but without you I feel like a stone fallen on road  which is kicked again and again  ,but still not broken 

my eyes  flood tears and a day seems to be like thousand years,

alone one desire I hold to go to school like others,

I hope one day you come and take me to that paradise of yours and not much I ask but please  reply to  this letter of mine, 

your memories have started hurting, I wonder why don’t you miss me?

Have you found another sweet sister like me? Do you also hug her when you come back home? But you said you loved me more than anyone, not full but a little bit of love could you give me too? 

every night nana says  you’ll never come and you’ll never reply, but this time too my hope did not die,

and not much I ask but please reply to  this letter  and remind me that I have the world’s best brother. 

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Hey! How are you wonderful people? 

 🍁And for those of you who don’t understand hindi- bhai means brother and nana means grandfather.

I would love to know your thoughts on this post so please comment!😊 

An Angel with Red Rose…

The black clouds were on the head, they covered the sun and marked the threat and rain of grief began,

lightning did happen, and the night came to play, the crowd rushed here &there, 

the day I lost my job, and the sky did sigh in grief,

the drops of water hurted me like thorns of hell,

my tears were covered, I was wet in pain &grief,

the shops soon got emptied, doors& windows got closed,

near the station I saw a little girl standing on the road with a red rose,

I saw her smile looking up at sky,

wet she was like me but she giggled lovingly with no worry, 

with curosity and dilemma blended in my head, I asked her where did she live,

she giggled again and said “the place where you have kept your feet, that is the ground on which I eat and sleep,”

I asked again what are you doing here in this heavy rain? 

with excitment she answered, I m seeing the magic in rain, 

What magic was it I asked her again, she replied “the drops changed their colour every now and then,”

I forgot the sorrow when she gifted me a smile,

I questioned that why was she holding a rose in the hand, she answered -I picked it up when a girl dropped it out of furstration and anger in head,

Where will you sleep tonight  I asked,

she answered “beneath the magical stars and the beautiful black sky after the magic show ends by” 

the conversation with this little genius did not last too long,

it rained and with another strike of lightning 

 she bounced and danced and dissappeared  before I knew, 

I felt the joy in the feeling of pain,

I enjoyed the newly explained magical rain,

that angel taught me great things, 

the sun sets, the hope doesn’t,

like the evening of summer,

and warmth of sun in winter,

she taught me not to chase love but be love,

I realised that like the sand in a person’s hand this life shall too pass in notime, smoothly and effortlessly no matter how tightly you hold,

a gift not asked was given to me, a ball of love, goodness dripping from her melted the long siezed heart,I wonder a stranger she was or an angel disguised as a litle girl…. 

💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟

Do comment on this post!😊

Now that you have read so far I just wanted to say that hey, you look awesome today!😊So smile😀

Maybe…..

Maybe the sun did always shine this bright, 

maybe  for true fairytales there exist no ends, 

maybe the days were best but my thoughts weren’t

maybe the grass was always this green,

maybe the red was always so beautiful,

maybe the winds always kissed me,

maybe all the vibes just brought love to me,

maybe I always smiled this wide,

or is it just because you were here by my side,

to show me the colours of life so bright,

I would shine through the day,

I dreamt all night,

days &nights were all full of good vibes,

a book I read twice and thrice,

I would fly in the air

and talk to the walls,

here I slip and  you would catch me there,

then why did you leave with scars so deep,

you took that smile, the stars and my sweet sleep,

the nights we exchanged thoughts, words, love,  dreams and muchmore,

whom do I explain this to,

how do I bound those in words,

memories craved in my heart give pain so deep

that it sheds tears of blood just in the memory of love,

eyes full of water but look here I stand with another fake smile,

maybe you still love me or maybe you never did,

hope to see you back, 

though I know you’ll never come,

you shine in my thoughts like the stars in the sky,

all scattered and broken but true beauty beholden by sky,

not just letters and poems  were the little pieces of love,

to name infinity  I  craved your name in sky and stars that I love,

the fragrance of you I wish I could capture in a diamond jar, to remember you in some other way when you are so far,

the roses turned black and thorns don’t hurt,

so did the heart which you did curse,

strangers I see but in face of my love for few seconds I dream and come back to the real world,

how much I miss you the infinity would describe,

and the love never ending you will always find in the sludge of my grave….. 

Home…

Home is not just a place,

nor just a shelter or a lavish luxury,

home is sometimes just a feeling,

where you treasure the ideas you believe in,

two, four or six not bricks but people create this feeling,

a place where warmth in the eye breaks the depression,

big bouncy bed, curtains &couches and the cleanest floors, don’t make the best homes,

with love where relationships are nurtured,

where values are treasured,

where tears and laughs are held together,

where good and bad times pass as you travel hand in hand,

home is not the flat you sleep in everynight,

it’s something like love at first sight; 

mesmerising and comforting, a want to be attached forever,

no it’s not the place where you keep regrets & grudges,

you might love someone, or hate a few,

but have you ever met someone who feels like home? 

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Hey! I know I haven’t beenposting for a while😅, but surely I m gonna be active nowonwards👍. And that was a really lovely poem,note: The poem above was actually not written by me, it was written by my best friend😍, so please comment down below your thoughts on this &Who makes you feel like home?❤

Fly Free…

Undesigned dreams I have in millions,

cup of coffee and few books, when did these become the lifeline of this untiring journey,

the calmness on the shore of the ocean, that peace I desire, 

but what does help in this city of traffic and skyscrapers,

when excitment starts vanishing and screams and horns start killing and the   free wind is suffocating but the desire to fly is still awake,

 I realised you grow stupid as you grow old, I realised the true meanings of life in the stories those folks told,

a part of me wants to be heard, yet another part is too tired to speak,

Isn’t  happiness the ultimate gem we all desire and need? 

here one digs,  there one searches, at the end it is found within,

things change and you adjust but when people change it hurts,

the things you run behind, run away, the people you run behind also betray,

complexed life ‘s solutions aren’t explained in books, coz the ones who write those are same as millions of others, 

look within and you’ll find the cure but these fake outer admirations are unending,

you explain they won’t understand, you listen because you wanna talk,

for millions of selfish reasons and trillions of excuses, all of us are travelling in  the busyness buses,

cages of furstration and loneliness need to be broken,

but who shall awake us from the shackles of slumber that are never ending,

little quarrels and the messy routines, somewhere hidden the happiness is in between,

unexplained feelings create a heavy heart, with rivers of tears at night you and me are fallen apart,

hidden is the goodness, kindness is treasured, you hide the true gem which is the ultimate pleasure,

we ain’t that strong neither are we that rude, just bit more burried we get in the world of insanity,

saneness shall be mere a word, coz what drives us is not normal,

all the desires seem to be  the branches of the tree called happiness,

limitless hopes, improvement and growth, in the ocean of life we travel like an undirected boat,

magically if the these desires and thoughts were paused, a will to be free would awake,

there you’ll find the solution of each &every mistake,

the best of you would take arise, the worse in you would blend in air, completness and calmness would have shelter within if only you made peace with the screams within,

you forgive, you forget and do good and expect, a single day would be enough to restart it with a beautiful rise, 

a second chance to your wisely stupid mind,  to be good as you are indepth , to be real as your inbred and an aim to  undirected boat of life,

the day when the golden cages of pain &fear would be broken and you would fly free in the never ending sky in between the clouds of happiness and hopes that would never die …. 

If you are Different….

Unconqured were my feelings,

unbroken  was my soul,

to have pitty on my condition, or to hate it with your obssession,

it’s always your part,

to play it right or to tear it apart, 

To be someone, unlike everyone,is hard at times, 

Today you are fallen they will call you weak,

tommorow you will stand they will treat you like a king,

the song of silence they named it cowardness,

the power to debate, they called it the sly’s wit,

thoughts of society, catch your powers,

the number of men create a dilemma,

mediocrity is the puddle they sink in, and with such crab mentality they are here to pull you in,

in contract with the list of impossible they are assigned,look how strong are the invisible cages to which they are bind, 

they fear god, at same time they say god is love,

can you explain how can fear and love be part of one bubble ?

unanswered questions are forever ignored, 

and the ones in search of the answers are named dullard,

and the things they don’t understand, they name it true work of art,

regret and pain is all with what they are left,

busy in finding end of regrets,

in this world if one day you get lost, that will be the day when freedom will be found,

if you think it’s too late and your life is at stake,

try again it’s okay to make mistakes,

choice is yours -in puddle or  out of the pond,

where do you and I  stand in this world of limitless cages and bounds? 

if you name it good it doesn’t become one,if you call it bad it won’t change it’s inbred, 

with different eyes come different perceptions ,

with different experiences come different lessons,

to one those eyes are simply a body part, and to other they seem to be a door to soul,

one complains, another criticizes, and there will be people in favour of your  amiable  traits, 

to judge you is their right but to accept the judgement is not a complusion,

to grab a handful of lessons or fill your self with guilt and emotions, what you take from judgements depends on  your talent or assumptions, 

the path of freedom they call it the lost road,

not all judgements are accurate but a few of them need to be appreciated,

store a little, change a little,

move a little more, learn a little more,

your mistake or their fault, everything gives you a gift of experience,

carry the lessons  in your life ,accept the true perceptions 

,with  a lot of love in your heart, a boldness in your talk, and with lots of confidence in thyself  live what you dream, talk the truth you believe, be what you want to be….. 

Unending Change…

It ain’t that hard to live here, 

athough people change faces like seasons,

evil and cruelty has it’s own reasons,

changed faces, changed roads,

but haven’t you heard souls don’t change,

they are unending, 

you are just mesmerised by the charm of the body,I have touched the enduring  soul,

destinations are blurred, the roads are lost,

here I stand waiting, is this a punishment or a curse? 

I lack intentions, in need of hope,

the frozen heart waits for spring,

every tear of mine has an atom of my soul. 

The peace of soul or the undying desire,

I worship my deeds, I was an athiest

but that touch felt like the touch of god,

the touch too was lost forever, 

like the dried flower bloomed from a ray of sun, the love played it’s part and soon it vanished,

stuck in a game of revenge I am, with myself or with universe, 

the song of broken and unbroken trust I hear in loop,

being sorry for all the forgotten promises,

look here loneliness is my companion,

the half written song,

the burried secrets,

like an incomplete novel,

I crave for the end, the completeness, 

my story has become a game of cards,

rains of dreams changed with seasons,

regrets and pain  were all flown away,

somethings are designed to be loved after they are lost,

every single thing you take for granted, will surely play it’s part of revenge,

gambles of money never brought happiness,

though gambles of hearts taught inevitable lessons,

here I stay with nothing to loose,with unwillingness to gain, 
all that I understood is that

change may give pain, it’s bad enough to tear every bit of your flesh,

 leaves the body in thirst of blood,evil or angel ,

bad or good, in this world everything seems to be temporary 

but only  change lives forever…..  

❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄
Do comment your thoughts on this piece of writing!  And please accept my apologies if I  haven’t been connected to you for a while as this month is a busy deal, will surely catch up ASAP. Thank you so much😇 for all love &support!Much Love❤

My Type Of Love!

When you give love, 

 to someone whom you don’t even know or to someone you do, it’s so wonderful!

 A piece of your core values, your soul you share ,when you show a little care

 In whichever form it is 

care, respect, 

a little favour,  a lot of love, 

a cute compliment, a warm shakehand, 

or just a lovely smile it gives so much of good vibes,

there’s a lot of stress and everyone seems to be so depressed,

I still advice you to wear a smile and be kind,

be like the rain of happiness in drought, or a bright ray of hope,  

share something that spreads in seconds like a little smile and lots of happiness,

bad and good things happen,

happiness is free so share it with everybody,

that  jobless man who is fallen too many times,

every little child who will sleep hungry tonight,

that orphan girl,

and that injured old man,

everybody needs a helping hand,

I know you too are broken somewhere,

but let me know if  you need a shoulder to cry,I promise I will be there, 

even if it’s been long enough don’t feel guilty,

we might not have blood relation but it’s an unbreakable bond between two humans,

I might know you, I might not,

but don’t you worry I will never let you fall apart,

if you lack some love, let me help you,

don’t you ever say no one loves you, 

I m no super hero, neither a descendant of god,

I m just another human, with a little kind heart,

the more you give, the more you get,

so pass this small piece of love,  with a big cute smile, 

with everyone you know, even with those whom you don’t,

choose whichever form you like a gift, a kiss, a hug or a smile,

or just a lovely poem like mine! 

💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

Hey lovely people!!! How are you doing? I m firstly really sorry for all delayed award posts, I will be doing all of them in a week or two !And that was a little piece of love❤! I got inspiration to write this poem from another really heart touching  post (check it out Here) .

and  also I m really grateful for each and every comment, follow ,like or just a plain read, I feel that is also some form love, so THANK YOU!❤LOVE YOU!

(Another emotion driven post ,please do share your thoughts , I would love to know what you think about this post !❤) 

Much love❤ and a warm hug😇!

 

 

 

Wanna come with me to a Magical Flight? 💕💕💕

Wanna come with me tonight,

to a magical flight?

Shall we take the aladin’s magical carpet,

or borrow tinker bell’s wings tonight? 

may I call a winged unicorn,

I promise we’ll return before morning’s alarm,

Come with me  lets collect some stars,

lets go to moon and adore the earth’s charm,

the seven wonders of world our waiting for us,

aren’t you fed up of towns buz-buz? 

several bookstores we’ll go and collect all books in french, spanish and dutch, 

chocolates we’ll taste in all flavours & colours, 

we’ll take a dip in deep blue sea and join the mermaid party, 

come  I will  show you what you call magic,

Tonight like rare pink diamond let’s light up the world,

lets do everything  they say we can’t,

come with me I will show you a world beyond your dreams,

we’ll make friends with wandering souls,

some glitter we’ll take from several cities of the world,

and capture the fragrance of mesmerising flowers,

we’ll dance in the open wide sky,

and sing a lovely song with the fireflies,

It will be like a dream come true,

everything will be magical but true

The Endless Search….

I left everything in search of happiness,

in search of life,

in search of peace,

then I realised the destinations didn’t exist

In the journey I met someone who turned my life upside down,

but as he went he took the dreams ,

the universe, the god I searched in his heart,

I looked for the zilllionth time but didn’t find anyone nor anything anywhere…. 

evenings were dark ,days were same as nights,

I searched the reason to live,

I knew my destinations  didn’t exist,

I knew the path led nowhere,

I looked here, I looked there,

in the deep valleys, in the lonely mountains,

in the busy city of skyscrapers,

in the towns of love and lust,

Then I stopped a moment,

the heart wanted to still escape,

I searched it in wetness of rain,

in the warmth of sun,

in the green grass,

in the endless sky,

I still found it no where,

I stopped, I fell, I wanted to get up but couldn’t,

there with the deep fall, with loads of cuts and burns,

with a little hope as a light I searched the tranquillity, 

the love,

the happiness,

in my heart for the last time,

there I found it,

solution to all my riddles,

answers to all my problems,

the end of dilemma,

the cure of all cuts and burns,

there I found the happiness, the peace 

there I found the god, the universe I searched in somone else’s heart,

there I found all I was ever looking for,

there I found the reason to live, 

there I found it ,nowhere else but in my heart…..