The Endless Search….

I left everything in search of happiness,

in search of life,

in search of peace,

then I realised the destinations didn’t exist

In the journey I met someone who turned my life upside down,

but as he went he took the dreams ,

the universe, the god I searched in his heart,

I looked for the zilllionth time but didn’t find anyone nor anything anywhere…. 

evenings were dark ,days were same as nights,

I searched the reason to live,

I knew my destinations  didn’t exist,

I knew the path led nowhere,

I looked here, I looked there,

in the deep valleys, in the lonely mountains,

in the busy city of skyscrapers,

in the towns of love and lust,

Then I stopped a moment,

the heart wanted to still escape,

I searched it in wetness of rain,

in the warmth of sun,

in the green grass,

in the endless sky,

I still found it no where,

I stopped, I fell, I wanted to get up but couldn’t,

there with the deep fall, with loads of cuts and burns,

with a little hope as a light I searched the tranquillity, 

the love,

the happiness,

in my heart for the last time,

there I found it,

solution to all my riddles,

answers to all my problems,

the end of dilemma,

the cure of all cuts and burns,

there I found the happiness, the peace 

there I found the god, the universe I searched in somone else’s heart,

there I found all I was ever looking for,

there I found the reason to live, 

there I found it ,nowhere else but in my heart…..