You are just locked and your mind is blocked,
you want to get up but it seems too early and then its too late,
sad days are here, and now your problems are just more bigger than choosing what to wear,
watch yourself, the monster in your head, telling you to stay late in the bed,
that you aren’t good enough, that world is a cruel place,
shut him up not the world,
and don’t act like you don’t care because you know you do,
stay here don’t escape, its the time you gotta feel the pain,
and see that pain is disguised as a beautiful message and an amazing lesson,
an opportunity to learn and grow,
and maybe develop something you never considered – your value and character,
you never realised that you have to have a time for everything, coz you can’t get much done if you say you don’t feel like it,
and everyday is not the same, you are going through challenges, dissappointments again and again,
but have you never had beautiful days before?
They are gone, but if you want they’ll come back again,
you are going to get burried and burned one day,I know you aren’t happy to hear that, so little time you have got so live all that you have missed,
strangers don’t love you, your friends don’t appreciate you? Criticism eveywhere?
Look nowhere but in your home and you’ll find the deepest of love,
the kind of love that orphans dream of,
things and people you should appreciate are the ones whom you wake up with,
and I m assuming they don’t change everyday!
They are the same people who are ignored and forgotten and there’s a “later” always ready to show them the love they deserve,
and if you think that they don’t love you back, do you think you do?
coz love my friend, is always one sided, one hand give and one hand take its no business here,
and maybe you need to declutter your head and your house,
clean the grudges and forgive yourself and others,
and as they say when times get tough, it is god who is taking your test,
but my dear you don’t realize that this test and difficult condition of yours is a dream for somebody, a privilege for somebody,
you feel loved the most not when someone says I love you, but when you show love.
If you are sad you haven’t experienced the goodness in giving,
a not so lavish luxury it is but it will keep you happy longer than the three hour movie,
because for no reason at all when you are kind someday, randomly to random strangers who can never pay you back,
then the sparkle of goodness you leave wherever you go, will somehow light up your own world,
this does not mean that you’ll never get irritated, frustrated or sad, but the times this happens surely will get less,
and for the times that this sadness knocks your door, and you are unable to tell it “come on goback home”, rememeber how good you have been everyday to everyone, not the richest man but you are the kindest person you know,
when you spread happiness you don’t have, you gain the happiness you don’t have,
we rise by lifting others, but maybe this is the last door you would knock when sadness is in, trust me my friend, this is the key….