Look here I wiped my tears, I woke up again from hate and despair,
I decided to dress to decieve , so that I don’t reveal the pain and greif,
I showered with the scent of jasmine, I wiped myself with the cream,
I attired myself in the full sleeve dress so the beauty of cuts I made on my wrist and the lines made on my soft skin from that sharp knife don’t get revealed,
I put the mascara to hide those puffed eyes, which are desperate to tell that I cried all night,
I thought of how I am gonna do my hair, which reminded me of those rough hands which played with my hair ,
I wish I could take a time machine and live that moment again and so I did, I bit my lips again to stop my tears and I rushed down the stairs to seek my time machine, I opened the cupboard and sat by the sofa with that big album, my time machine,
I saw you smiling at the very first page and for the zillionth time my heart broke in grief,
you captured my heart which was a fire and kind of art but you droped it so hard that my whole world was burnt,
I remembered I was covering myself with a coat of “Im okay” and I headed to the dressing table,
I stared at the mirror, like you my eyes also fascinate me somedays, when I look deep into them I see my whole world and amazingly all I see is you,
I caked on the makeup and rushed towards the kitchen and I poured the wine in the glass and I felt like I had lost my last breath with the just a glass,
it looked like the sky was in pain too, when I saw the black clouds covering the sun’s face,
the forecast was wrong and the strom of grief was about to come, I wish I had doubted not the forecast but also you and promises you made randomly out of the blue,
I stepped out of the house and same as all the days I wore a fake smile on my face and it begun to rain and I was cleansed from bottom to the top and to the greatest depths of my heart, and corpse in my body then got burnt,
my emotions went numb and I was scattered into infinite pieces like never before, my broken pieces got revealed, the heart so stabbed was freezed as hard as steel,
I wish that we would have never met, I wish the destiny should have not knit this story of threat I got the love I always wished for, I wish I had wished for it to last,
but then I smiled in pain , I was happy not because I was betrayed because before the betrayal I was loved, I loved the most beautiful lie, the most attractive illusion the destiny had presented infront of me,
I loved from all my heart, I gave it all I had and I loved like the fire in stars no matter how beautiful it looks you’ll never be worthy of touching it, I felt like the storm trapped in a rain drop and so I cried out my heart,
from head to toe I felt so healed,silence was my loudest scream, I felt its okay to cry sometimes, doesn’t the sky do the same and we call it rain,
You see I had dressed to decieve the world so well, but the rain revealed me and this is me for forever, beautiful and healed .…
very nice….
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Thank you so much!😊
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Wow. Amazing.. shivee.
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Thank you so much bhai!❤
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pretending is trending…
I mean covering up of emotions by a mask is trend nowadays…
Beautifully expressed 😊
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True it is, pretending is trending nice👍! Thank you so much!😇
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Ur welcome 😒
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*😊
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“I decided to dress to decieve , so that I don’t reveal the pain and greif”, my favorite line. I love this piece, your descriptions are sooo on point!
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Aw, thank you so kind of you to notice my descriptions and comment on it, it means a lot! Thank you so much for words of appreciation!❤
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Really amazing! Tragically true ❤
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Thanks girl❤! Means a lot👍
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Awesome piece, love it
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Awesome you! Thank you so much😊👍
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Brilliant wrote tho so sad 😢😢
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Thank you so much for kind words! Grateful for the follow, welcome to my blog family!😊👍
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😊😊😊😉
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When you feel it ,it is soo hard to take love failures.But believe me it is better than death of loved ones.You can find love again,but at the moment of time you feel like you are crushed down to earth with unknown forces of emotions.And however you dressed to decieve,your eyes strip your soul.Because eyes can’t hide.
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True it is eyes speak what’s in heart, fortunately I have never had a love failure all the love I gave has come back to me. Your words are true power thou, Thank you so much for reading and commenting😊!
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My pleasure…wengie girllllllllll
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Flawless ❤️🙏🏼
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A small but big deep word! Hey where have you been, how are you? Thanks for appreciation, your words always encourage me!👍😊
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Beautiful. This is me to a T. I love it. Thank you so much for posting this. I am reminded that I am beautiful and I am healed. Thank you! Much love I send to you!!
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This is the sweetest thing in the moment, thank you so much! This means a lot to me, much love❤😘
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You are so welcome. Thank you for posting it. Much love to you!
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Beautiful verse/
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Thank you Mr. Mel!😊
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Very beautifully penned,loved it a lot.
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Aw, that’s great. Thank you so much! New on my blog? Welcome to my blog house! Hope to see you around!😊👍
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Reblogged this on Just Pia.
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Thank you so much!
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Powerful 💪💪
Amazing creation!
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Hey! Long time, how are you?
THANK YOU so much!
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Yes ,it has been a long time cz I was super busy those days .
I am tired what about you ?
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So am I, yeah I was busy too, but finally weekend is here!
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Lucky you !
Here Saturday is working.
Btw
How’s your study and all ?
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Yeah a lot of academic pressure these days thou its good👍
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Keep going !
Time has no pause !
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Yeah,👍😊
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This breaks my heart, love. But it’s unbelievably beautiful. Hearts and hugs to you. 💙
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Aw, thanks girl! Your words are so beautiful as well,hugs back I hope you know this is all imagination, don’t worry, tc!❤
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But of course! :o)))
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😉
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Are you free to chat?? Or school tomorrow???
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No school though but gotta get things sorted, a lot of mess in life. Not free gotta sleep tommorow 5am I have to getup so seeya! Tc and goodnight😊👍
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Good night madam….
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Hii..happy Saturday..cleared your mess in your life..or should I call midi to do swatch bharath
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Modi😂I kind of did you know mess doesn’t get over so quick, trying to distract myself maybe I m in library, saturday for me is book, friends and party day but today its just books.Happy saturday to you too!👍
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Ya short talk I suppose I m waiting fir someone so yeah!
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Sooo…Any new applications???(I mean propposals)
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Haha, nah for applications to come one needs appointments you see, and I really busy these day..just avoiding most of people like I always do.
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Haha, nothing like that its straight way no, I can’t stuff shit in my life I have enough relationships, friends and family are only too hard to handle ,and already much mess created no space for other drama now
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You will get better stuff as time goes, Its not like I have never really liked a guy but I have bigger goals in life and my stuff in life may get clear but after I m at a stage that I satisfy myself with all I need, then I can think of it, see you around my friend is here, bye!
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Ohhh..is she beautiful???;);););)
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Haha, yes she is as I see her to be she looks good😂you know she is 16 so a lil more closer to your age, haha😂
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Yeah..but no one can’t meet your brain I think..you are like one litre bottle filled with 10 litres of water..by th way..what’s her number?? ;)))))
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Haha, beautiful description😁Her number ?well she isn’t single
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Like an aadha card number,for every girl ” she is not single” is mandatory..whenever I ask a girl about her friend this is exact answer I would get..I don’t know how every girl is committed and yet boys are single..are they dating with other planet guys
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Girls are less in number than boys you know so that is a valid reason, your bad because she just had a patch up yesterday😊Good luck for next time😂👍
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Yeah..you too have many friends know..if not she some other…..try 100 ..atleast one will fall…
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Try100 for what?
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Girls…what do you think pani puri number????
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Haha😂where did pani puri come from 😂? K will, if only people these days are comfortable with Longdis relationships
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I am just kidding..Long distance wont work I maximum cases..anyway whatever I say don’t take seriously..because I say most other things for fun..see you are just laughing for every comment I made..u like to make people laugh..but when I make girls laugh..as I am boy..it’s bliss for my harmones
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Kind deed which makes you happy isn’t that great?😊
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Uff….sarcastic….and kind act means which I should help..not make girls laugh
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You haven’t seen my sarcasm, don’t you think to make others smile is a good thing? Well I think so, no sarcasm😯
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Cooooooooool,don’t get angry..soo what are you doing now
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Going to sleep..
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Soo can’t we chat now???
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I like to make people laugh*
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Very well written the pain ,memories .I lived the last lines .Well done dear😍.Just a small advice ,add some pictures in your post to embellish your art .It will add more charms in it😘
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Yeah, I actually never quiet thought of it, thanks for the suggestion👍Thank you so much for such a lovely comment❤😍
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My pleasure dear .You write lovely post 👌.keep writing
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I loved the honesty of this piece.
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Hey! Thank you vinnieh, that means. a lot!❤
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I really liked what you did with the piece.
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Thank you vinnieh!❤
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Awesome
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Thank you so much!❤
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😊😊
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Wow! This is great! i love how you describe concealing yourself just to have it all revealed by the rain. I also love your unique writing style. ❤
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That means a lot to me❤
Thank you so much for such lovely words😇❤
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You are most welcome, Shivee. 🙂 ❤
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Amazing one shivee.Keep rocking
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Thank you so much ujjwal👍
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“Beautiful and healed” I love it…
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❤Thank you .Much love❤❤❤👍
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NP😀
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Painful words of a broken heart!!! It’s stirring my heart right now… this much pain and loss!!….but amazing write up!
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